Moke, mate I honestly hope you get through your problems.
I agree with Manu, I think you need to re-assess how to deal with life's daily tribulations, I think because you are so young still and yet have been through quite tough predicaments, it will always feel like a wall that you cannot overcome.
I went to Signposts I think it was called, not too sure. This was when I was in secondary school and tbh I guess it did help having a third party perspective on my behaviour and situation.
The only guidance I can offer for what it's worth mate, is take every step you honestly think you need and can physically do that will aid you in overcoming and ideally, being able to handle issues in your life, and any that may arise. You are a genuinely honest and nice person, and I do believe you have it in you to find the strength to keep moving onwards and upwards.
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