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Old 19th January 2015, 19:41   #6
pedromakarachi
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I currently have depression , family are useless , friends who know are much easier to be around, depression has stemmed from splitting with girlfriend 2 years ago and a shitload of bad luck in the mean time which has put me financially into a wreck , had a fair few accidents resulting in injuries and time off work , also other accidents or breakages which have just cost me such as my saxo going up in flames 3 days after owning it , nearly got killed by a glass bottle exploding in a freak accident , also loneliness after the break up has been a big one < all of this is only 10% of whats happened over these 2 years , manic depression (which is what I have ) is known for making you not care about your life and causes extreme recklessness , the result of which ended up with me in a 100+mph crash in the Subaru , the sense of unreality is incredible , as for coping..........well im not
I certainly feel your pain buddy, not with the same experience's but how life can throw so much crap at you in such a small space of time. People state "what doesn't kill you make's you stronger" but it's not always the case. If I have learned anything over the years though is that you 'can counsel others but you can never counsel yourself'.

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Thank you for the link. Aside from a local charity in my home town I have struggled to find support for my conditions and the NHS are truly hopeless. It is greatly appreciated.
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