[KamRacing]

Originally Posted by fireball

I currently have depression , family are useless , friends who know are much easier to be around, depression has stemmed from splitting with girlfriend 2 years ago and a shitload of bad luck in the mean time which has put me financially into a wreck , had a fair few accidents resulting in injuries and time off work , also other accidents or breakages which have just cost me such as my saxo going up in flames 3 days after owning it , nearly got killed by a glass bottle exploding in a freak accident , also loneliness after the break up has been a big one < all of this is only 10% of whats happened over these 2 years , manic depression (which is what I have ) is known for making you not care about your life and causes extreme recklessness , the result of which ended up with me in a 100+mph crash in the Subaru , the sense of unreality is incredible , as for coping..........well im not

I really hope you have seen your doctor.