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[Giraffe]

Originally Posted by L33h

Exactly.

I don't normally approve of stuff like that, but my Dad was mugged for a fiver by 5 lads and left with a fractured skull, then arrested for GBH afterwards, resulted in agoraphobia so I can see why it could help some people like. I feel quite sorry for people who are the victims of violent crime really, must leave them in a right state.

Originally Posted by Brettles1986

I wasn't judging you although I am intrigued to know how if you lost your job you could even afford to smoke weed?

The dole! It allows scummers to smoke and drink and buy new TV's etc, so I'm sure someone could afford a bit of ganja!

[L33h]

Aye i wasn't in a very good state of mind tbh lol. I've been through far too much shit in my lifetime haha. Same bitch had a kid a year later and tried to say it was mine cos I had been shagging her. Turned out it wasn't. Slag hahah

[Jamie]

Originally Posted by Giraffe

Relieves anxiety doesn't it. I think in LeeEverybody's case, I'd rather have something that helps me relax than suffer the amount of anxiety that being stabbed, losing your job and going through the break down of a relationship would cause, until you felt ok to deal with it without it.

Spot on.

I'd sooner puff than deal with the feeling of helplessness and anxiety any day of the week.

To explore alternative ways of forgetting your reality (unless recreational) you'd have a decent reason. A reason Joe Bloggs has no right to judge, and just because not everyone smokes it and not everyone agrees because a few suites labeled it illegal doesn't make anyone, any better than someone who does use it.

It's all down to the way you want to live your life, fuck what anyone else thinks. We all have our own perspectives, feelings, thought processes and have been through different scenarios good and bad.

[Giraffe]

To be honest, everyone I know who has smoked it in large quantities for recreational use has always been a fuck up for the time they've done it, and more often than not moved on to something harder as well. My next door neighbour as a kid smoked it every day from about 14/15 onwards. Stopped going to school, dropped out of college twice, as did the people he did it with. They stopped and most of them are sorted out now, but for that period it just seemed like it was doing a lot of damage to their lives.

That said, I know people who do it in moderation and they're absolutely fine, I just wouldn't do it personally and as long as it's not done around me I don't really care what people do.

[Murray-]

Originally Posted by 0rang3peel

What caused it? Or are you not sure?

Aye they think it's an infection it's still not fully cleared up I can't eat large meals or anything.but still it's a start

[Stissy]

Originally Posted by Jamie

If they are like me, talking is not an option. I trust no one, nor like talking about things that mean anything. I'm not silly and know talking can help but sometimes talking isn't an option OR isn't enough. Some things can't be changed or made better by talking.

I subdue myself when I feel down. I do it for the detachment. I feel away with the fairy's my mood picks up and I jam. I do things I may not have done otherwise. Anti depressants isn't on my list of things I'll take. I don't want to rely on something daily etc.

If I notice I start feeling the need for a puff in the week bar if say I have left overs from the weekend I'll nip it in the bud (see what I did there). I can stop as quick as I started just like smoking fags.

Sounds like you have some deep issues and problems dealing with ‘real life’.

Lay off the drugs.

[Giraffe]

Originally Posted by Stissy

Sounds like you have some deep issues and problems dealing with ‘real life’.

Lay off the drugs.

He has a 206, of course he does.

[Jamie]

Originally Posted by Stissy

Sounds like you have some deep issues and problems dealing with ‘real life’.

Lay off the drugs.

Sounds like you're being a mug and know nothing about me?

'real life'? Dicksound.

Lay off.

Joking mate forgot the white text, yeah you're right and one day.

[Stissy]

Originally Posted by Jamie

Joking mate forgot the white text

...dicksound.